My Sentiments

Well ladies and ladiesmen, here we are, you the blog, a computer of some sorts. Getting right down to the stank on the skank, the title of this particular blog is just what this segment is all about. My sentiments; you see not being intimidated by confrontation always leaves a certain amount of openess to other problems that being bluntly honest or unmindful of some one elses little feelings will incite. But dont get it twisted, under just the right circumstances, I may for go giving a fuck just to lay it down to you. To put it in perspective, you will never hear me say "i hate to tell you" cause i dont, if it needs to be said, Im'll fuckin say it. Being that as it may, when it comes to family ya boy has to bite his tounge and take a different route all together. Its a long slippery slope when it comes to family you really care about and something is foul. (and PLEASE beleive me when i say ladies and gents, i aint talking chicken when i say foul). The point of all of this info is to enlighten you the reader, on a subject that has turned my insides out and made me question my own way in life and the decisions i have made thus far. But in the end i feel as though they've made me a little bitch in the process. So here i stand alone once again, thinking "fuck it" there all better off dead by far. But this is my family, what the hell am i thinking this wayabout the people who have instilled the very foundation of all that i hold sacred? There it is, back to square one. If my dear old grandma was still in action i already know these things would have come and passed a long time ag, but without her guidance and wisdom im almost left with an open sore that i can only hope heals soon, one that i call my heart. So their it is gals and gal pals, some more of that ol bullshit infesting upon the mind of the man known as Nikia Jones. No haters (please) i got moves to make, ya'll keep killinit.